Now I'm fighting with my mind, should I join collabs to gain some followers?

Maybe, but I made my decision, no more collabs.

I don't have time to join collabs.

When I have some time then maybe I join.

Still I have angry issues inside me and I'm not having angry issues.

Y'know what my solution for this is?

Smoking, yes, I've been smoking since primary school.

I know, I've been addcited to this, but I don't know what to do with it.

When I'm not smoking, I'm crazy as hell, but when I have one pack of cigarretes, I'm in other world, full of chilling.